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I miss you

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I'm not the best with expressing myself with words and neither do I handle painful emotions very well but if my mom and sisters can keep pushing strong I will do the same.
A year has already gone by since my Grandma passed away, the memory of getting the phone call from my mom is still fresh in my mind. I remember the footsteps I took that day, where I was sitting, everything is still so vivid and real but still the fact that she isn't here anymore hasn't sunken in....or at least I'm not able to have it register just yet.
I know funerals are meant for closure but the painful thing about that is sometimes even after the funeral has passed, for me at least, I still forget that she is gone. We had our family reunion last year a few months after Grandma Daye passed and I had to hide away because I broke down when I realized that I was looking around expecting her to arrive, expecting to see her smile, expecting to hear her voice and hear her say "I love you Reenie Beani"
I don't know if I told my sisters this or not but a few days before Grandma had passed away I had given her a call and talked with her, I remember telling her how much me and my sisters loved her.
I know that I'm not as strong or mature as others but I know if I keep holding on it'll get better. For now I'll honor her memories with my stories and when my heart is ready I'll be able to look back on our time together and smile and laugh without the pain.
We love you Grandam Daye.
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DiscipleDJ's avatar
I feel your pain....


My condolences